picture postcards

white stripes and red lights

there comes a point in time where you feel
sad, lost, hurt, lonely, angry all rolled into one.
you feel like an alien on planet loser.
that's what it really feels like right now.

apologies
i'm sorry to every single person i've un/wittingly snapped at,
i'm just extremely stressed out right now.
i'm sorry turtle boy cos you're stressed out too and i shouldn't have done that.
i'm sorry ming monster for snapping at you though you're always trying to cheer me up.
i'm sorry to the fellow "lightly-salted" one for emo-ing when you were emo-ing too.
i'm sorry ann, brenat, poon, jeanette, teddy bear, EB and all those i was a bitch to.

through these crazy times,
i'm gonna cruise the streets in my getaway car.
just me, forgetting everything