picture postcards

it's been 2 weeks and i'm still alive...barely maybe. it's been tiring but i've been trying to psycho myself with work work and more work so that i'll be too tired to think of other things. it must be working cos the hurt's been numbed...i've made mistakes in the last year and i don't intend to repeat them. sigh, the stress getting's to me but i'm glad it's blocking out my thoughts about other things.

internal contradictions