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Monday, December 11, 2006
right now, i feel like a big huge puddle of goo. the kind which you see in cartoons where only the eyes a left in a big mess of who-knows-what. in that mess, you see bits of broken heart, fragments of unfulfilled dreams, a dash of regret here and there but worst of all, it's a veil of sadness lying over it-sadness and hurt, uncertainty and weariness. i'm tired and sad, i'm scarily plonking back into an emo mood. i'm leaving (again) and this time, i'm not really all that thrilled. in fact, i'm stressed down to my toenails. hooboy, i need some happy pills. got some to spare? it's a long long journey and i don't know if i'll still believe...p.s: thank you wongs for believing in me through all this mess. i don't know if i want to continue believing though...sometimes i'm just so tired. p.p.s: monster, you've always tried to make me smile. thank you-hugs-
