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more, more, more i want more, more, more i want more!!!

haha...that's the theme song for kuching mission trip 2006. i didn't think i'd miss the people so much. it's been really fun guys. the brick-laying and carrying, the signing of the bricks, the kampung and motorbike rides with river baths...oh gosh, i actually miss sexy, beautiful, nenek...btw, if u read this: sexy, u are such a stalker!

this trip has taught me stuff and given me more than i bargained for. somehow, everything that happened on the trip had some deep symbolic meaning behind it. the shooting star i saw the 1st night? that meant so much to me. i was actually feeling so so low that night but that little burst of hope told me that the trip was a new beginning. the message hidden in the 5th station taught me to face my fear too. Let go and let God. everything just fell into place i guess...

this trip just meant a whole lot to me, even if the old gang weren't all there and the feeling wasn't the same. the last trip was about bonding and comaraderie. this time, i managed to sneak away and find some me time, time to connect and talk to the big guy up there waving the lights for me.

something else amazing that's in store for everyone is the gift of friendship. yesterday, i had an amazing time shopping with my best shopping girlfriend yesterday. i know, i've been a doofus head for not being truthful with you and not dishing out all the lowdown in my life. i'm really sorry for that and i'm glad we made up. i heart you many many! and yes, i'll tell you when the time's right okay? thank you for always being there and for wanting to make this friendship work. here's to more shopping darling! can't wait for the next shopping marathon! lol

okay, enough yakking for the day. just trying to get the crummy feeling out my system.
in case i don't blog yet, merry christmas everyone. may you feel the peace and joy of the season and make the world a better place by smiling. here's to one and all: HUGS!~