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Right now, many people would probably say I have no reason to feel upset cos there are many others out there who have every right to feel worse than me. And I AGREE
BUT
can you blame me if I want to sink in "block-out" mode for a while? Everything's changed so much and change after change has been building up it feels like I've been sandwiched.

Someone told me to accept things and move on b'cos most of these "situations" are created in our minds alone. I totally agree but it'd be nice to know that the people who promised to be there for you ARE there for you. But they're not.

People keep changing, you never know who they really are. Your paths change, the direction you're supposed to take changes...feelings change. It's all one big mess I don't know where to start untangling the knots.

EB, it might have seemed that we talked very recently and you were there for me but to me, it seems like some time has passed and right now, I think I need you. Be there for me, like you said you would ok? Hugs...