picture postcards

Have you ever seen those old blank blackboards that used to be in schools? They were kind of scratchy and "scarred", some parts were stained with chalk which refused to get dusted off...

That's what my heart feels like now.

Everyone's leaving...it's not fair. In his words, people always leave. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO?! For the first time in a very long while, I am feeling very lost and hopeless. There's so much to look forward to and just as I'm ready to forget about the past and move on, I realise I'll lose it all too soon if I don't hang on...

No matter what, wherever you decide to go, do your best ok? I'm not stopping you or anything but honestly, it'll be hard to see you go.

**EB, you're an idiot. You always leave me when I need you the most. Now that you need me more than I do, I'll be there for you, if you want me to.

A short extract:

He
always knew that he hadn't found the right one yet...until now. She seemed the right sort of girl, a little wild on the side, sweet to boot and not too needy. She had that mischievous air about her that he absolutely adored. If only she had noticed this, if only she could...

She
had been hurt before and wasn't willing to hurt anyone else again. He seemed like the right kind of guy, someone who tolerated her nonsense and enjoyed her company and quirks. But she couldn't show her interest too fast, not in him. If only he knew that, if only he could see that...

They
are a sad example of how people don't talk anymore. He's yours for the taking girl, don't wait. She's yours for the asking, go ahead.