picture postcards

MELTDOWN IMMINENT:(DON'T) PUSH

You think the world's going to crumble, the sky's going to fall. Already, you feel crushed and suffocated. Your heart's beating too fast and your mind's in a big mess; your thoughts and emotions are jumbled up. Not a moment of sanity to spare.

Then HE sends HIS angels. Mine's called Shan.

I Love You Shan!!! You rock socks!!! Thank you for listening to me even though it was super late and you had bio to do! You have no idea how much you listening to me meant! Really, I see the light now. FOCUS! Right? AAAHHHH...I'm such a ding dong. You have no idea how much lighter the load feels now. It's like this secret ninja formula for removing stress. I think you're right, I have to DETACH myself from the situation. OK, I've just been tempted again...bleagh, I'LL MOVE ON AND NOT THINK ABOUT IT~Lol, I think I'm getting the hang of this hahaha...I really love you! BIG HUGS!

I'll shut myself out from this world and live life how I know I should

The world is still dark and dank and the sun still seems to be hiding from reality. Your heart's still pumping to the rhythm of explosives in a quarry and your mind feels like it's been replaced with pitch black tar. But something's not quite the same. The world may seem like it'll be dark and dreary till the end of time but unlike the first time you looked at it, there's a speck of colour on that star that seems to be crying...the name of that colour is hope.