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Sunday, September 03, 2006
Jealousy is a form of Insanity
JEALOUSY:It eats into your heart and fogs up your mind. You try to resist it but nothing really happens-it eats its way into your mind and heart. You start doing stupid things that no one really understands; you yourself can't fathom why you act the way you do. That my friends, is jealousy: a feeling of utmost proportions of grossness.
INSANITY:
Jealousy belongs to this group of beasties. But they're worse. They kill your mind and paralyse your thoughts so that all you see are the wrong things-the hurts, the pains, the paranoia just drives you crazy. When you find that you no longer have the ability to think on your own 2 feet anymore and that nothing that you think about seems right, that's insanity. It kills your mind then it kills-you.BALANCE:It's difficult to achieve especially when the whole world seems to be one-sided and unfair. You know how people are always saying:" why is the world so unfair to me?!" Reality Cheque: Money makes the world go round. No dough, no talk. Sometimes I think the Earth is tilted from time to time, to test that all its gears are working ie: Humanity hasn't lost all of its soul yet. Balance may seem like it's impossible to achieve but really, it starts from within. If you can find inner peace and balance, life's going to be just right. LIFE:Is full of surprises, pleasant and nasty. It's a mixture of jealousy and insanity, trying to achieve balance and trying to be really good or really bad. Life is never a linear progression. There'll be ups and downs, lefts and rights, sides and other sides. It's like the Wheel Of Fortune game. If you're lucky enough, you get the $120,000 piece; if you're not that great with striking up deals with Lady Luck, you end up "bankrupt". In short, life is like a game. Once you've got the right tactics mastered, you'll be fine. There'll still be the down in the dumps moments but one advantage you have is that unlike everyone else who's moaning, you know where you wanna go and what you wanna do. You've got the direction and the skill, the tools and the will; the Big Guy's watching over you and guiding your way throughout the game with little "chance" cards here and there: "congratulations! you have just been alloted an angel.", "congratulations! you have just won the lottery." or there could be cards that say, "Sorry! Rough roads ahead, miss a turn" or "Oops! today's not your day dude, lose a friend." Either way, it's all been planned out. All you have to do now, is Live It.
