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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

it feels good to know that someone's there for you, watching over you and waiting to see you smile (no offense to my guardian angels of course).

sometimes, when your whole world seems to be running amok, you just need a stable or calm hand to control it. when that happens, good for you. but what if it doesn't? what if no one listens, everyone's too busy to bother about you...you feel all alone, lost and somewhat hurt and disappointed. the rain doesn't fall on anyone else but you. what do YOU do then?

on the other hand, maybe your world is completly and totally smooth-sailing. everything's going as planned and you feel like everyone is your friend. there's the shopping and the laughs and the good times and the gossip...but where does it all go when your world's been turned upside down?

i'm not trying to be overly judgemental or emotional here but recently, when i was really down, i just could not find ANYONE to relate it to. everyone was either too busy or tired or just couldn't be bothered. i was kinda hurt because i expected more from those BFF promises.
* for the uninformed, BFF stands for best friends forever.

luckily, some one did respond to this cry for help. i just needed to unload...just for that night. i'm glad someone cared but i'm really quite disappointed with the rest. i know, studies take precedence over everything else but hey, just for 1 hour?

don't mean to brag or anything but i was there for you too. i put aside time for you too you know. like hello???

a philosopher once said, language is a tool for expressing ideas. i'm venting out my anger now and speculating about the ideas and rationale behind everyone's response. i'm sad but i accept it.

now, move along before i keep you from your work any longer. thank you for caring.

------------blaming session over-------------

quirks at work blogged @ 6:42 pm